Another part of me died today. I hope the pain quickly fades away because my heart hurts deeply. Feeling all to myself and not a soul could reach me. In a zone where my mind feels on its own, and the world feels so alone. Isolated in the darkest depths of the sea, on ground but I can hardly breath. I’m drowning in a puddle of my own tears emerging the pain hidden inside for 12 years. …
If I could have one wish, I would wish for a chance. A chance to know you, to know how your presence made a different. A chance for you to yell at me with anger yet you yell with love. A chance for you to guide me and become my inspirational leader when I need more strength. A chance for you to live, and live without any suffering. A chance for you to see the world, even if its through my own eyes. A chance for you to see beauty, Mother Nature, and your family.
“I’ll never love anyone like you
You were hard to find
Now you’re easy to lose”
Future Writes
I am what they cannot see
I am what they fiend to sniff
I am what they dare to dream
I am what they could not predict
I am red, white, and blue
I am freed from rivalry
I am racing to the finish line
I am a child of victory
I am black
I am white
I am yellow
I am brown
I am smiling even when I want to frown
I am stronger even when they see me down
I am a monster even when you notice me
I am an angel even when you deceiving
I am to be loved
I am to be missed
I am to be honored
I am to be different
So even when I am all alone
I am never lonely
I am me
I am free
Mind twisted feeling hopelessness
As I move forth like the wind pushed me down
deep inside a cage where I’m blinded by the darkness
The darkness that seeps into your skin and
quenches every evil thirst inside you
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(2bCon.)
In this hell we call LIFE, you can only satisfy yourself 100%
(Source: lawsofmodernman, via f-eel-s)
There’s nothing like soaking in a bubble bath !!!
ache
Painkillers, tears, and a lack of sleep,
everything inside me has become so weak.
In my mind, I question what made me fall so deep
In my heart, I question what’s making me scream
I cry in pain when no one can hear
I wither away as I lose everything I once held so dear.
written by: cracyneha.tumblr.com
